how will you live into the majesty of this birth?

A protostar is a star on its way to becoming. Just as all stars don’t continue to be come as large and full and bright as the sun, some starseeds don’t continue their journey to becoming fully human. We call those birthing moments, protostar births.

Protostar Birth Consciousness is a gentle discovery portal for mothers wanting to heal their relationship to their fertility after a protostar birth, and recover their fertility radiance for future birthing moments.

Protostar Birth Consciousness is a sacred dance journey into the heart of our birth stories and discovering spaces of healing, activation, and expansion. This soft-time workshop is a virtual, soft-time, immersive portal designed to cultivate generative applications of story brilliance in our everyday lives, and to access new reserves of energy in our body through the recovery of our fertility radiance.


Once upon a time, Mother Mother ran away to Trinidad & Tobago to recover her fertility after multiple protostar births

Mother Mother dances in St, James Ampitheatre in Port of Spain, Trinidad.


Registration Open

June 22 through August 10, 2025
As a soft-time workshop, you can register to participate in Protostar Birth Consciousness at any point between June 22 and August 10.

Workshop Accessible

June 30 through August 31, 2025
The soft-time workshop portal for Protostar Birth Consciousness will be live from June 30 to August 31. The portal will be accessible to you during the specific week or month for which you are registered.

Portal Registration Options

1 Week OR 1 Month
You can choose to register to access the portal for 1 week or 1 month (4 weeks). You can also choose to add on a private session with Mother Mother to your registration package. You can add on additional weeks or months if you desire.


Dancing after a protostar birth is a labor that creates space for the next starseed to come.

There is always new life that we can access when we dance.

Mother Mother dances a few weeks after a protostar birth.


Inside the Soft-time workshop: An Intimately curated portal experience

Mother Mother invites you to move through this soft-time workshop portal at your own pace. Explore the offerings and practices that resonate most and feel generative to your healing, fertility expansions and dreams.

Dance Stories

Mother Mother shares a collection of videos from her personal movement archive of her dancing during and after protostar births. She tells the story of each moment and how her fertility was restored with each movement.

Movement Sermons

Mother Mother offers recorded movement sermons of the scriptures and spiritual awakenings born of the protostar dance discoveries and other meditations and communions with starseeds that transitioned early.

Writing Practices

Mother Mother designs writing practices that complement unearthing the old, static language bodies that have housed your protostar birth journeys, and support you in dancing and breathing into new narratives about your fertility.

Dance Activations

Mother Mother creates accessible movement prompts and invitations for being with the bounty of your fertility and healing possibilities. You are encouraged to integrate, play, and experiment with the movements that bring you the most joy.

Narrative Mapping

Mother Mother offers tools for building new systems of understanding around your fertility superpowers and stretching your dream muscles to imagine new futures for your fertility and to make more space in your body for the starseeds who are waiting to come through you.

 

 

REad Mother Mother’s evolution into protostar birth consciousness

Excerpt of Mother Mother’s Essay

“Naturally, there was more than blood and bone at work, more than could be measured, or calculated or predicted. I was being ushered onto a spiritual path that would in time become central to my life’s work. The mothers were calling my name, but I couldn’t yet hear them fully as I cried and grieved in my years of being an invisible mother. Whatever form my grieving took on, I knew this: my fertility and my future as a mother felt too precious to leave in anyone else’s hands but my own…”

 

 

what is a protostar birth?

A protostar is a star on its way to becoming. Our sun, a main sequence star, was once a protostar. Not all protostars continue along the path of becoming, just as not all life that begins in the womb continues on its way to becoming wholly human. Those protostars that don’t grow into the next dimension of possibility, slowly cool in a gentle unraveling of their stellar potential over millions and millions of years. Eventually the bounty of their being returns to the nebula as stardust and creative matter for other stars, planets, or moons engaged in cosmic formations. There is no loss, ever, only constant transformation and reimagined energies. A protostar birth is when a mother gives birth early, before having the opportunity to give birth to the miracle of human expansion, because that newly evolving life has transitioned inside her womb. 

If you have questions or are curious about how to navigate the registration options, reach out to Mother Mother with your story.

 

 

Dancing through the labor is a way to be with the life energy of the starseed that is transitioning.

It’s a way for our cells to remember this love with grace.

Mother Mother dances through the birthing moments of a protostar birth.


Registration fees

1 WEEK ACCESS
$400
Full access to Protostar Birth Consciousness soft-time workshop portal for 7 days beginning at 8AM ET on the nearest Monday after registration

1 MONTH ACCESS
$1200
Full access to Protostar Birth Consciousness soft-time workshop portal for 1 month (4 weeks) beginning at 8AM ET on the nearest Monday after registration

*Optional Add-on*
For an additional fee, add a 1-hour private session with Mother Mother to explore your protostar birth journeys with her loving witness, and have personalized support applying practices sourced from Protostar Birth Consciousness

Bonus: Early Registration Gift
Register by June 30th
, and receive complimentary registration to the July Daily Dancer soft-time workshop!

Complete your registration by sending payment via Zelle, Venmo, or Cash App at the Giving Well.


When we are dancing, the revival of our fertility is always more accessible in the consciousness of what, and who, we feel our bodies can birth.

Mother Mother dances with the sun, trees, and the wind to revive her fertility months after a protostar birthing moment.

 

 

A note about language

A starseed is the physical and energetic matter of a future human being or future creation. I first heard this language from my spiritual midwife and soul sistermama Amber RainMa. In my practice I have come to understand that a starseed is the radiant life energy found within each egg that is preserved in a mother’s ovary, and from which all human life and all creations originate. A starseed is a newly forming being on its way to becoming human, or a dream on its way to becoming realized in the world outside of your body as a dance, a story, or any other form of creation.